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Tuesday, 22 August 2006

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    Prozac Nation
    By Elizabeth Wurtzel
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      I'm rereading Prozac Nation.  It may be the only thing that makes me feel less alone in the world.  Seriously, I've been so fucking depressed lately.  I have to quit thinking about my mom.  I have to quit thinking about the past.  I have to quit thinking about how my ideal of the future is only an ideal only to never be fully realized.  Every day I find at least one more reason to give up.  Someone please give me a reason to stay.

Wednesday, 16 August 2006

  •   There are moments throughout the day when I feel my heart breaking.  This ache in my chest is physical, over-riding.  I feel like I am caving in from all the grief that is laid upon me.  Why can't some things last forever?  Should I have been a better daughter?  Am I right to be this angry?  I want to scream, to listen to glass break, to cry alone in a dark room.  Why?!  Why does everyone I love seem to die too early?  Who is going to be next?

      Why does over-whelming sadness make me so angry?

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